when someone as cruel as you comes along, you remind me why i push myself even harder. so one day you'll be sorry, and maybe learn a lesson how to stop acting so full of yourself. i think of you as a young rude person that really needs to wake up and realise that your not a clown... your a heart breaker, who really doesnt know how much pain they can cause.
 life would be better without you here? i just have hope that you will change? but i dont think any girl friend of yours, or all the hope i have left for a good year... would cure that...
from- a innocent...

youzarethat-

Sometimes it takes thatone to brighten anotherones, and then thatotherone to fully brighten onesday.

~Qualities~

sometimes to see the light in life, you must have experienced the dark to fully appreciate what living in the light is really all about. i think sometimes to understand someone elses pain you must have experienced it yourself or just imaige it if it happened to you, i think that if it's what you would want give it to others. I believe that sometimes it's slowly letting go which can make you stronger in time, to experience the best type of friendship you would've had to unhappy and alone before. I think to have greatness you would have to have people that think of you as a inspiration. I believe the textures in a painting is what makes you have emotions towards it. I think to be that wise one? you would have to have troubles of your own to help others, and knowledge perhaps from another life. I believe that to have courage the cause would be greater than any penalty. To have faith in someone you must make them believe in those self too. I believe to have hope, you must rebuild your strenth towards life. I believe that joy is something that is in onself but can only be expressed by others. I believe to be peacefull towards life you must achieve through God. I believe that love is the strongest gift of them all.

docotrs again today:S scary blood test still coming, with scary needles :S :S :S arrrrrrrr :/

of to the hospital, dont know what to expect.. fml

enough said...

i could say so many things... but its best to keep emotions to myself... because in the end no body can make it better like you once did...

life is full of awkard moments, friendships, guys you you and you...