as i write this i am watching 17 again i didnt get to watch it last night becase we were at fmily/friends house.... which brings me to last nights story.. which is part of the reason i am depressed. but lets start from the beggining shall we......... on friday i was confuessed because he gave me a hug from behing:)  then on the way home that day while i was on the bus with the amazing friend cherry:) mitch went away to talk about the the other girl he likes:( with one of his friends and how he blew it and stuff idk? then when i was getting off the bus we had a long hug:D moving on- me and goldy locks and everyone are closser again:) like last year:) one of my really (CLOSE) friends and me are drifting a lot... well it feels like she and  sophia are just getting closser as sophia lossers another bestfriends idk... this girl really is starting to get on my nerves again... well she has been for a few months but know shes lost goldy locks which i think is kind of good ( dont mean to sound bitchy!) but she really is a better person without her... but know im afraid im loosing you... i dont know...going back to the start (lastnight) was terrible like the worst night ever! that is all i should say about it.. but someone like a low life like you i couldnt really care less how you treat me.. I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER! END UP AS BIENG PATHETIC AS YOU:) AND THAT IS ALL YOU SHALL EVER BE... YOU'VE BECOME SUCH A LOSSER WITH ALL YOUR MISTAKES ITS YOUR LIFE AND YOUR WRONG DOINGS SO KNOW ONE CAN SAY SORRY FOR YOU AND FIX THE PIECES OF YOU MESSED UP LIFE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN, I SHALL ALWAYS STAND HIGHER THAN YOU... NOMATTER WHAT :)

- So there as i watch the sea... another friendship boat sails past... </3

:D

ohh... when life is depressing/ impatient? what do you do? EAT BLOODY ICECREAM MATE :P

OK SO I CANT WELL IM AM NOT ALLOWED TO DO ANY POST ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE BECAUSE IT DOESNT SUIT OTHER PEOPLE LIKE I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHT THEY THINK OF ME I MEAN??? I WASNT BORN TO FIT YOUR EMOTIONS AND NEEDS? OS YEAH ANYWASYS... JUST GOING TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING LALALLALALALAlallaalallaa LALALAL UMM? WASTING TIME MUCH... ISSY WONT TELL ME WHATS UUP? IM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE FUCKING JUMPING UP AND DOWN :s BITTING THOSE NAILS EVEN SHORTER EKKSKKSSKSKS:s YEAH BYE BYE

ohh i take back bieng happy again...  
yeah, a were friends... i knew that, i never thought anything different... of course

soo..

- i found out tht som1 i dislike is having a kinda pool party and i thought that all my friends where going so that got me really down... but it turns out its not like only two of my friends so its ok
- boyfriend number? wait a sec...? 3? oh i thought it was actually more 4 the same person^ i actually wish that we could be on ok terms now i mean its in the past? so yeah
- its really sad when someone good looking has his/self ego soo low it just doesnt seem fair? if you know what i mean?
- few of my friends are really down at the moment and im really bad with making poeple happy again:S so i thin i should work on that hey? once ive done my home work lol :P
- life is looking ok now i think the storm is a bit past clearing now.
-i hate it... im a teenager that sucks at science so bad and at first i didnt care at all but now i really do... i dont get any of it! im like wtf? 24/7, so now you know how stupid i am ahaa, i hope pray that i might maybe? pass my exam i suck so bad though...
-my friend is really down becasue of a fight with her boyfriend they were like!? born for each other! and i cant help her im so useless...>.< it sucks

caos (:)

- you make me so happy i just want to cry :') you make all the pain vanish...
- i shall stop bugging people 4 who they like its none of my buisness even if i am friends with them whatever, life goes on...
- i think i might of found a cure^_^  life really does go on:)


ekks GTG :( DIDNT GET 2 FINISH!:( BYE XOX CORN :D LIFE GOES ON MEMBER THAT GUYS COUGH COUGH MADDIE! ULL FIND OUT SOON MYBABYGIRL! XXX